Avalanche Effect - "Inner Strife"

It is endurable To feel alive again The pain was worth it But a new war starts against myself

It is endurable To feel alive again The pain was worth it But a new war starts against myself

I left it all behind Against all the odds I've overcome the problems I had to deal with

And I can not believe And I can not believe That now it's all coming back to me (back to me) Why is it all coming back to me?

Am I weaker than the rest Or just sicker than the rest? Because sometimes in life, it's like going through a test The catastrophe deep in my head

Is it a dream Or is it the truth And can we make it through?

Believe in dreams that I hide Believe in dreams that I die for I believe the dreams I'm chasing They don't belong to me Give me a reason to fight Give me a reason to die for And the only thing I know I am better off alone

The inner strife Doesn't hold back Let me die in face of insanity Or give me inner peace in this tragedy

The struggle that I feel Doesn't make me innocent This is not real And I don't know the extent

Believe in dreams that I hide Believe in dreams that I die for I believe the dreams I'm chasing They don't belong to me Give me a reason to fight Give me a reason to die for And the only thing I know I am better off alone

To keep my faith It seems not easy My heart is torn My heart is torn inside

Tell me what the hell should I do with my hope? Tell me why you're breaking me down?

Can you feel the Inner Strife Destroy the dreams that I'd die for? Destroy the dreams that I'd die for?

Believe in dreams that I hide Believe in dreams that I die for I believe the dreams I'm chasing They don't belong to me Give me a reason to fight Give me a reason to die for And the only thing I know I am better off alone

Why is it all (why is it all) Coming Back to me? (Coming back to me?)