Avalanche Effect - "THE MESS I CREATED"

I made it up so high Just to see the mess I created

It's like I'm trapped on a landmine Walking on a battlefield but I can't mind I'm so obsessed Feels like I woke up from death Resonate that voice in my head There is a reason to breathe But no reason to feel Chasing the thrills And I'm feeling surreal Breaking my will Without any scheme I woke up from death To see

I made it up so high Just to see the mess I created I try to do the same mistakes Everyone else has made But me

It's like a drug That forces me To dream in the same dream That won't fade away

I keep on running in circles Knowing I'm not changing But it feels like I'm okay

Don't know how to move Don't know what to prove And nothing feels true

I made it up so high Just to see the mess I created I try to do the same mistakes Everyone else has made But me

I woke up early Took my time Getting ready to exist It's mine to waste But at least it's mine Not all I want But it's all that's left I barely see What's ahead of me I won't wait too long Now I'll set me free

Sink or swim Because I won't be saved Knowing that I Can't pretend anymore Sink or swim Cause there are no more lies to use Don't know how to win Don't know how to lose This time I choose