Perfect

hey dad look at me think back and talk to me did i grow up according to plan? do you think i'm wasting my time doing things i wanna do? 'cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing and now i try hard to make it i just want to make you proud i'm never gonna be good enough for you i can't pretend that i'm alright and you can't change me 'cuz we lost it all nothing lasts forever i'm sorry i can't be perfect now it's just too late and we can't go back i'm sorry i can't be perfect i try not to think about the pain i feel inside did you know you used to be my hero? all the days you spend with me now seem so far away and it feels like you don't care anymore and now i try hard to make it i just want to make you proud i'm never gonna be good enough for you i can't stand another fight and nothing's alright nothing's gonna change the things that you said nothing's gonna make this right again please don't turn your back i can't believe it's hard just to talk to you 'cuz you don't understand