Feldup - Get Up OK

(It was not worth it)

Stuck to the bed My body completely tense Doomscrolling the news Waiting for the world to end You try to wake me up Hiding your worried face And you usually fail And I pray you don't get upset

I got used to the darkest of pits Pools of tar inside of my head Self-centered and death obsessed A slave to the chemicals in my brain

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling I'm falling again I pray I'll get up ok I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling I'm falling again I pray I'll get up ok, okay

I keep apologizing For apologizing too much Having breakdowns in public I missed the BCNR concert

The days get uglier and uglier and uglier You keep telling me I'll make it But it's gonna take a few years

I got used to the darkest of pits Pools of tar inside of my head I was certain I could clean it up But it grows back in a day

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling I'm falling again I pray I'll get up ok I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling I'm falling again I pray I'll get up ok, okay

If I lie on the ground With my hands on my eyes If I close the windows If I shut, shut the doors If I lie on the ground With my shoes, shoes untied Maybe it's not so bad, Not so bad, not so bad