This Apathy

Can't you see that, This apathy, Growing inside of me, Far worse then my anxiety, Now overbearing, my bodies tearing apart.

From the inside out, I'm overfilled with doubt, My minds the enemy I want to cut it out. Instead I drown myself, At my free will, Won't someone please either end me or save me from this apathy?

Save me from this apathy. It's hard to face life alone. One day I'll find you, Just hold tight my love.

I can't take it, take it, no I can't take it. This is a part of me that brings me down, So low, how far will I fall, how far?

I was never prepared for this, A personal hell with my own therapist. I know that my heart is my weakness, As long as it's beating it's what keeps me seeking.

I'm searching for you, spitting out lies but you deserve the truth. Now fear is haunting every move, consuming, consuming.

I can't take it, take it, no I can't take it, This is a part of me that brings me down. So low, how far will I fall, how far will I fall? As I keep searching, for the person, I feel my sanity just slipping away. I'm losing my mind, a matter of time, Before I take the fall and leap from the edge.

Don't sympathise, I'll pay for all my lies. Don't let me fall. I'll right my wrongs, I swear I'll try. Don't sympathise, I'll pay for all my lies. Don't let me fall. Don't let me fall.

I swear I'll change. If it's what I must do, or walk away again just like I always do. Forgetting everything, the broken promises, should I just take this step?

I can't take it, take it, no I can't take it, This is a part of me that brings me down. So low, how far will I fall, how far will I fall? As I keep searching, for the person, I feel my sanity just slipping away. I'm losing my mind, a matter of time, Before I take the fall and leap from the edge.