Fairytale

Yeah I said I'm sorry that I'm fucked up I wish I could be better But it's pouring in my heart it's a stormy weather Won't forget her cause she dealt with all my bullshit She deserves better fuck dealing with my foolishness And yeah I know that I'm a piece of shit Why the fuck you think I hate being me and shit I need another fix someone quickly patch me up I can't exist not unless I have these fucking drugs And I'm sorry I know my loved ones probably think less about me Tryna' stay afloat but I swear to God I'm drowning Every step I take feels like I'm climbing up a mountain fuck I'm running out of strength I'm running out of patience I been losing faith Will you save me before I take my life away Please save me someone take this knife away

Look me in my eyes Tell me what you see Hope one day I'll find Peace inside of me

Suicidal thoughts Suicidal dreams Once you realize that nothing's ever what it seems Used to think life would end up like a fairytale Then I blinked and I woke in this lonely hell Lord forgive me for my downfall But this weight is too much for me to stand tall So I crawl and I cry by my lonesome I get lost in these tides of emotions and fuck No I can't swim Feel the heat come from hell on my damn skin I've sinned in my past no I won't lie I sniffed in the bathroom a couple lines Aw fuck here I go again Blurting out a bunch of bullshit I'll soon regret Please forgive me I beg you If I become an angel I will protect you