JAYTEKZ - Rest in Sorrow

Take a swig from the Jack Drink 'till I puke and my vision is black I don't wanna' think or revisit the past So I gotta' drink just to fill in the cracks The cracks in my heart, the cracks in my soul I reach out and to God cause I feel so alone Got no where to go, I'm stuck on my own Can't find happiness cause depression has grown I really wish this was all a joke But the fact is I wanna' slit my fucking throat Grab a strap, pull the trigger let my brain explode Take a handful of pills 'till I overdose Grab a rope, tie the knot till I fucking choke Suicide on my mind, that's my only hope Swerving off the road, I'm losing my control And when I finally die, just know I made it home I don't give a fuck who ain't here for me They'd be the same ones who'd shed tear for me You never gave a fuck, you weren't sincere to me Now that I ain't breathing, you're so dear to me I don't want to live and I don't want to love I just want to quit, I fucking had enough When I kill myself, stay the fuck away! Don't you stare step a foot upon my grave

Wonder where is love I cannot find it Felt it once before And I was blinded Don't know who to trust Who to confide in Oh, I am fucking dying Wash away my tears And let the blood shed Once I've disappeared I've found my purpose Nothing left to say I got to go now Oh, bury me below the ground Wonder where is love I cannot find it Felt it once before And I was blinded Don't know who to trust Who to confide in Oh, I am fucking dying Wash away my tears And let the blood shed Once I've disappeared I've found my purpose Nothing left to say I got to go now Oh, bury me below the ground

I got Innocence tatted on my face It's right above my left eyebrow It takes me back to those happy days It takes me back to when I was a child Way before I knew what pain was And way before those heartbreaks struck And way before we had to take drugs so we can get a taste of fake love I fucking hate love and what it's turned to Those you love the most are gonna' hurt you Those you love the most are gonna' hold you close, lift you up from lows then desert you It's the worst truth, and it fucking kills When loves' true colors do reveal When love forces you to love someone who gon' stab your heart and watch the blood spill It was never real I will never heal Boutta' break down, I feel the pressure built I will never find out if Heaven's real Cause the Devil's pressing at my fucking heels I can feel the heat I can feel the hate I can feel defeat, that's my only fate But I feel relieved, and I feel okay Let me rot in peace let my skin decay

Wonder where is love I cannot find it Felt it once before And I was blinded Don't know who to trust Who to confide in Oh, I am fucking dying Wash away my tears And let the blood shed Once I've disappeared I've found my purpose Nothing left to say I got to go now Oh, bury me below the ground