save myself (this time)

How many times can I lose my mind Is there anymore tears left to cry When I said that I just wanna die I really want to save myself this time This time I really want to save myself this time This time Stare into the sun I let it burn into my eyes I'm trying to feel warm I'm trying to make it through the night Cause I wanna start again The different person I'd be Ooo tell me there's a way To put this all behind me Call an exorcist to fix this To free me Open up a minor surgery To breathe life and give me One last try How many times can I lose my mind Is there anymore tears left to cry When I said that I just wanna die I really want to save myself this time This time I really want to save myself this time This time Lived a hundred lives So how do I feel empty Now I'm paranoid Think everybody hates me Cause I pushed them all away Hoping they forget me These scars I wanna fade Let it be a memory Call an exorcist to fix this To free me Open up a minor surgery To breathe life and give me One last try How many times can I lose my mind Is there anymore tears left to cry When I said that I just wanna die I really want to save myself this time This time I really want to save myself this time This time How many times can I lose my mind Is there anymore tears left to cry When I said that I just wanna die I really want to save myself this time How many times can I lose my mind Is there anymore tears left to cry When I said that I just wanna die I really want to save myself this time This time I really want to save myself this time This time