Lust

I'm gettin' rid of bad habbits, it takes patience I got a weakness and it keep' me anxious I been runnin' from my life like police chasin' I made a promise to myself and I can't break it Delilah been tryna annoy me She want me to lose the annointing I hear her, she screamin', she losin' her voice 'Cause she knockin' me down and I still keep rejoicin' I'm fearless, you don't understand my path She ain't know I was a man like that She ain't know I was a part of God's plan like that She ain't think that when I fell, I was gonn' land like that, no I know that I'm so far ahead But I still feel like I'm hangin' on by a thread I'm still on the edge, Delilah get out of my head 'Cause this time I told Jesibel: "Not this time." She ain't know she was used to get me in line She ain't know that God had me on the incline That why he let me go do it about ten times Now it's his time, I'm 'bout to get mine Now I'm focussed, God told me to stop bein' so open They don't know my secret, I'm chosen I'm an exposition, I hadn't made the best descisions 'Cause most of my life was a sex addiction I couldn't let go it was not my intention to disobey It left me in disarray God comfortable livin' in sinful ways Postponin' repentance for different days I'm thankful my sins were paid, for all of us I can't be livin' adulterous If I fornicate, it's gonn' cost too much And I already feel like I lost too much But I'm grateful, I'm grateful you didn't abandon me I'm grateful my wisdom's expandin' And now I don't lack understandin' So now I obey your commandments, I do

Well at least I'm tryin' to I'm no longer lyin' to you No longer will I be defiant to you Not this time I won't be discouraged, you know I don't quit I can't stop this time I won't let him get me, no not this time I now have control of my mind No longer am I in the blind I looked Delilah in the eyes of fire Not this time I looked Jesibel right behind the spell and said Not this time I looked Satan right into his face Not this time I built my trust when I looked at lust and said Not this time