Spite

Ego death Yeah Deep down, in the archive of my pliant mind Synaptic chains of spite Flashes of insight imitating daylight and I feel Them whetting their blades on me I'm being optimistic, they're narcissistic I'm done letting my anger being suppressed by fear I am done You're giving me nothing to hold onto Wired for peace, I won't be done Still feeding the pressure The burden of living in spite Break me I'll thrive to reconstruct the ruins of my mind Make me I'll bе the monster you evokе Synaptic chains of spite Synaptic chains of spite Synaptic, electric, impulsive chains I am done Floods of anger will reign my mind Light flashes, I am my ego's death Collective insight, electric impulses are taking over my mind Break what's left, I'm not caring anymore I am done You're giving me nothing to hold onto Wired for peace, I won't be done Still feeding the pressure The burden of living in spite Every impulse left behind Every reason misaligned Show me colors that are non-existent I am gone Still feeding the pressure The burden of being alive I can see clearly now Still holding on, so will I ever feel What aligns to be part of my own? Will I ever feel? I'm still holding on (Holding on) I'm still holding on (Holding on) I'm still holding on to you I am done You're giving me nothing to hold onto Wired for peace, I won't be done Still feeding the pressure The burden of living in spite Every impulse left behind Every reason misaligned Show me colors that are non-existent I am gone Still feeding the pressure The burden of being alive I am done, you're giving me nothing