Pure

Used to do it all so pure for the love of the song no more Now I think about an applause when I open my mouth I've abandoned my emotions, I've isolated myself When I see my mother in pain, wish I could feel what she felt And I don't know what this all means What this all means? It don't feel like me And sometimes, I get insecure, so I wear a dress on the town Hope a man notices me, I don't know, it makes me proud I get jealous and I see myself in my sister's eyes At least she can have a good time, at least she can calm down And I don't know what this all means What this all means? It don't feel like me And you won't give you let the deal I wish I was real, I wish I was I think about it all the time What I've been doing with my life 'Cause when it calls me back again I hope it meant something I hope it meant something I've been losing all my friends, stepping up onto the ledge Thinking I can be an angel, but keep falling instead Find it hard to stay connected when I wanna feel protected So hold me, won't you? Just hold me 'cause I think about it all the time What I've been doing with my life 'Cause when it calls me back again I hope it meant something, oh I think about it all the time, no What I've been doing with my life 'Cause when it calls me back again I hope it meant something I hope I meant something I don't know the meaning of Anything in this song Just wanna feel special I just wanna feel