Sofia Camara - Parking Lot

I saw you yesterday, I didn't even say hi I know you don't deserve that, but I couldn't find the words I let them out in my best friend's car Just callin' you things that I know you aren't A gaslighter, a fake-ass crier, and stupid An impostor, but I'm a liar, 'cause the truth is

I don't wanna let you go Holdin' on to threads of hope I'd rather hate you if I don't get to have you anymore Sorry that I've been so cold Maybe it was all my fault I had to make you the enemy so I can keep you close Oh, I'm covered in tears in this parkin' lot Holdin' this grudge 'cause it's all I've got

Four years and so many bad fights Blackouts and little white lies It's easier to look back and leave But all the good nights Said goodbye in your parents' yard Was callin' you things that I know you are And you're a player, manipulator But the truth is

I don't wanna let you go Holdin' on to threads of hope I'd rather hate you if I don't get to have you anymore Sorry that I've been so cold Maybe it was all my fault I had to make you the enemy so I can keep you close Oh, I'm covered in tears in this parkin' lot Holdin' this grudge 'cause it's all I've got

I had your Friday midnights Kissin' in blurry headlights Had your heavenly shoulder to cry on In the back of the taxi sayin' take me home Now I'm left on my own And you took it all, your perfect body And all of your clothes at the door While you left me with nothin' but blood on my hands And nothin' to hold

But I don't wanna let you go Holdin' on to threads of hope I'd rather hate you if I don't get to have you anymore I'm sorry that I've been so cold Maybe it was all my fault I had to make you the enemy so I can keep you close Covered in tears in this parkin' lot Holdin' this grudge 'cause it's all I've got