$UICIDEBOY$ - MSY

You did good $lick It's a smash

For eleven years, I've been speaking in metaphors telling you all how I feel Climbed up 7 tiers, and the higher I got, the more I really started to fear That if I fell off, it would be quite the fall And it's lonely at the top, so who the fuck would I call? Solo dolo, no hope, no show, bolo bolo, I feel fine All this slime keeps weighing me down, please don't turn me to a shrine Taking my time, bullheaded, I'm stubborn, dig my heel into the ground Aren't you proud yet? I nearly killed myself trying to harness a crowd Oh, how I doubt myself, but I came such a long way from rotting on the couch Oh, what a drought it's been, prayin' for hurricane rain, watch me aim for the clouds Peel the shroud off my skin, things are beginning to sprout, I'm beginning a vow I'm sinning, now all the lights dimming, I'm spinning eternally, shit just goes 'round and 'round

Wear depression like a style, hurts too much to fake a smile, old trauma but the tears brand new Ringer stay on, family waiting for the call, they know is gonna be bad news Sorry I can't stay, at least my dad smiling away, like, "Damn, look at my boy run" How could I let you into a place I never been? I'm a knot away from coming undone I'm so twisted inside I'm numb, but my angels cry Came up on pain and despair Let's hope that these tears are prayers