Happier?

I'm tied down I'm all out of gas I turned down the chance Didn't want to fall out of bed I'm holding back all the time 'Cause everything is overgrown and tired I'm hanging by a thread on a vine I'm asking for help from above I'm trying to find that reason to love 'Cause I'm in debt I'm rolling back You make amends, you give what you get I'm holding back all the signs When I really should have called you that night It eats me alive all the time I remembered I had something to give I'm trying to find that reason to live It's all you know when our time is all gone In all this time I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights, the darkest nights I wish you were happier, happier And all you know, this world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Turning my back, turning my back again Never look back, never look back again I'm taking my time I'm learning to let you in But I needed you to guide me out from here And I know you see right through me We all went blind The hand goes backwards I count the time In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights, the darkest nights I wish you were happier, happier And all you know, this world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier