Slow Burn

I never give myself the time to heal I bury all my flaws and failures so it won't feel real Don't wanna think about what I regret But now I think that I'm too deep, I'm in over my head I admit I'm a mess, nothing's picture-perfect I confess, I've misled, thought it'd all be worth it But now I see that I've been holding back The things that I should've felt all along I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn I know I'm not who I'm supposed to be I've got skeletons in closets, locked away, and lost the keys But now I'm working on a better me But being honest with myself is so much harder than it seems I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn Now I see that I've been holding back The things that I should've felt all along I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt (let it hurt) No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself and finally let it hurt No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn