fawlin - hate this city (with ghosthands)

Caught up I've been caught up in the mess that Piled up on me last semester When I couldn't take the pressure

Long nights In my flat just contemplating Should I start a new beginning 'Cause I can't call this life living

Now I don't know what to do I feel stuck in my room I've been living alone 'Cause I've been waiting on you

And I don't wanna hate this city But I ain't got a friend here with me

And now I'm wasting away Almost down in my grave So I take a few pills Just to make an escape

But I don't wanna hate this city And I don't wanna leave you with it

I just wanna feel alive I don't need to be remembered Feel the wind by the lake With some green tea and a sweater

Fall in love with someone And not worry 'bout the weather Meet a million different people Just to write a million letters

They keep telling me to chase Something that I don't believe in Got no promises to make Run away and call it even

I just need a little time For the plans that I've been weaving Start anew again but first Gotta make it through the evening

My body's numb but my heart is full I'm thinking more than I think I should Got low blood sugar but I'll be good I hate this place more than I thought I would

Now I don't know what to do I feel stuck in my room I've been living alone 'Cause I been waiting on you

And I don't wanna hate this city But I ain't got a friend here with me

And now I'm wasting away Almost down in my grave So i take a few pills Just to make an escape

But I don't wanna hate this city And I don't wanna leave you with it

My hands are numb but my heart is full The cold was gone now I'm not so sure I need to sleep but this city don't I know one day I'll find my way back home