JAYTEKZ - Bullet

Reuben

I got this bullet by my side with my name on it (with my name on it) If I pull it, don't you cry, I can't take this shit (I can't take this shit) The silence never felt this loud before please make it stop (please make it stop) I hear the sirens right outside my door as my body drops Oh-oh no (oh-oh no)

I'm trying hard to be strong Why does being alive feel intrinsically wrong? Every night I'm gone getting higher than a bitch Popping all these pills then I take a couple swigs Whiskey in my liver and this smoke in my lungs Heart growing bitter, I don't like who I've become

Always on the run from myself every chance I get I don't ask for help 'cause they abandon ship So I sink by my lonely And I drink 'til I feel like the old me But I know that this potion is falsehood I guess truth and I started on the wrong foot So I dance with these pretty lies In a trance while the pain's hidden in disguise Take a quick look in his eyes You can tell he's unhealthy and sick inside

And nothing feels the same Everything feels so strange Why must everything change My thoughts are so deranged Inside my brain is hell I wish I could dispel (This curse that's plaguing me) (Oh, good luck saving me)

I got this bullet by my side with my name on it (with my name on it) If I pull it, don't you cry, I can't take this shit (I can't take this shit) The silence never felt this loud before please make it stop (please make it stop) I hear the sirens right outside my door as my body drops Oh-oh no (oh-oh no)