It's Been Awhile (Edit)

And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you

And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that are rendered

I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted and It's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well and It's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've gone and fucked things up again, again

Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day

And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry

And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way them candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry